For now, I am doing okay.
My shrink put me out of work for 2 weeks in order to "Put out the fire" as he phrased it. As you can imagine my employer is not one bit happy about this even thought in 10 years I have never taken a leave. As a matter of fact, the first thing he asked when I called and told him was, "Can you do your work from home?"
The anxiety was constant and it was like one big long panic attack all day, not to mention I was crying all day long. Makes it hard to work with any semblance of someone who has any sense.
He said we couldn't really work on the depression much until we get the anxiety under control.
That's it for now. Happy Thanksgiving and for those of you for whom holidays are hard, I understand.